[Life board FEELIE EDITION]
I haven't forged a career.
I am stuck on either choosing Computer Engineering, Software Programming or Mechanical Engineering. The loop never ends, but however it is only but a few days left until it is decided.
I haven't won any awards.
I never had the confidence to get into a competition; I despise finding other people whom I never met. Worse yet, I was under the fear that I would be the most pathetic member of the team, just because I can't work around other trades, other than problem-solving.
I haven't attained a position of leadership.
Not that type of person, really. But true to you, I could have been well-known if I tried, but I didn't.
I haven't created anything profound.
I have done a few quite abit. Mostly to myself. During college, I was a total wimp, but when I went around searching for advice on the internet, I can never see myself the same way, ever again. It was a baptism by fire, from being a curious little kid, to an independent but poor lad. [Insert more money to make more profound things.]
I haven't produced anything material.
If anything at all, I used to enjoy crafts for the games that I like. I've made cardboard replicas of swords and simple science projects. Over time, I spent a while building structures in Minecraft, and made a small collection in Space Engineers of spaceships.
They are all non-profit.
I haven't saved anyone's life.
I have not saved anyone's life, but I am much more glad to have saved my own life. There was a time I was such a failure, and my dad kept kicking me like I was a good-for-nothing. It tore me up inside, but I'm glad I wasn't ready to kill myself; I'm too much of a coward to do it properly.
But to say to the question indirectly, I had a friend who was 21 at the time(I was 14), he was a Graf in a Minecraft server called Teamone(which shut down), when I mentioned War Thunder, he was so willing to play with me. His career in WT was quite small, and he wasn't satisfied with it, until one day, I gifted him a premium pack. Ever since, he grew so much at the game and got far better than me now. He owns one of the most powerful units, and still plays it. It is no different with Warframe too, but that is a story for another time.
I am still "saving his life", in a way, with gifting him games like Borderlands 2 and theHunter COTW to increase his library. But nowadays, he is much more busy with his life, what with having a family, jobs and the like. I have to say, I am happy with how it turned out. Not sure how to express it exactly, since he takes the full helm of his life over time.
I haven't purchased property.
I'm simply too young for it. But even so the prospects of it could probably not happen for my entire lifetime. Singapore is a high-buy, high-rise city. If I ever wanted to own a property, It would be in another country, even if its in the slightest stint of opportunity.
I haven't amassed a nest egg.
So far, I am at an early stage of trying to save money. I do spend it after it accumulated a certain dozenful, but to know the steps of saving is better than to know none. If the need arises to save up, so will be my discipline for it to ensure I do not overspend, and be frugal with it.
I haven't taken out a patent.
I've had several ideas, but it proved to be quite unimportant at the moment.
I haven't sired any progeny.
I could have well done it with my old crush. But unfortunately, even though I am now closer to her in my watch, she reveals a lot that is a red flag for me in the long run. I don't think it's going to work that way if I want a good spouse.
I haven't improved the world.
I've had a destiny for it. But so do many others. I believe I would have to make life a journey, and eventually something like this would come naturally. If it doesn't, perhaps I don't mind at all, because I would've had a good moment in living my own life anyways.
I haven't made my mark.
I usually would do it in secret. But the true "Machtgiste konig im Luftrevier", would be Operation Archbolt.
I haven't carved out a corner of the universe for my own.
I actually do. I think I belong in perpetual knowledge and enlightenment as an ultimatum. Of which then enjoying life and making the most of it would be great as well.
I haven't found my niche.
It's History, knowledge and entertainment.. Not sure if I had any fandom, or if the above could as well be called one. If it had to be a popular fandom, I am only slightly looking over on Furries and Anime, But only just.
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